Life is a journey

I knew when you responded without seeing your name appear on my phone, I had a gut feeling it was you and would go and see what you said, I knew when you'd seen my message, I'd wake up just before you've sent a text, And I wondered if I was going crazy or if these were signs, Signs that we were destined to be in each others lives, Signs that you were the one I'd marry, that I'd be your wife, Signs that you were going to be the father of my kids, that we'd create life, But the truth is I'm not sure, God said you were but not how long for, Maybe you were meant to be, but not for too long, Or maybe I was overthinking it all along, Or maybe you were and it was meant to last a lifetime, But instead of fighting the battle the devil won and we lost the fight, We lost each other, you were no longer in my life, We went our separate ways and you were doing just fine, I thought I could block you out but I had thought wrong, Because every time I'

I thought I was healed but I wasn't fully, Because spiritually I was okay but I wasn't mentally and physically, I was comforted whenever I'd cry alone, It's like one moment I'm crying for help and the next I know I'm not on my own, Like if I died today I'd be happy because I'd be in a safer place, But I've started this marathon I need to complete this race, I was hurt but I was okay, God helped me, he eased the pain, He was always there to save the day, Whenever I felt like I wanted to give up and throw everything away, I would pray to God and ask for happiness, And within a moment I'd feel comforted, I'd feel his warmth, I'd feel his presence, Whilst I was in the storm, I wasn't stressing, He helped me be still when I was panicking, He helped me feel peace when my heart was hurting, Although I struggled to leave my bed I was okay, Although I couldn't eat I was okay, Although I cried every time I got home I w

I'm crying my eyes out, Praying in my heart that I won't touch a drink, To take away the thoughts, I don't want to overthink, I couldn't lift my voice to pray but I hoped he'd hear me, I'm getting baptised tomorrow I can't give up, If I touch a drink now how could I give my life up? Knowing I drank today and allowed myself to get drunk, I couldn't do that to him, I couldn't do that to us, I tried telling myself it's just one drink, it won't do any harm, I just want to feel nice and for the pain to be gone, But who am I kidding I need to stop telling myself lies, Instead of turning myself towards drink I need to turn myself to Christ, And whilst I was crying I began to heat up, I felt comforted and managed to feel the Lord's love, For the Lord had wrapped me in his arms, Letting me know it'll be okay and he'll help me remain calm, Although I was upset I felt at ease, That's something only the Lord could bri

I'm at work and it's empty, The glassware, the people, there was a lack of surrounding, The sound of pure silence the atmosphere was eerie, And out of nowhere this lady screamed "JESUS IS COMING", You see Jesus is coming very soon, It could be in the morning, evening or afternoon, Today, tomorrow or maybe next week, You tell people they need to be God fearing but do you practise what you preach? If Jesus came now are you sure of your place in heaven? If you're not then you need to be before this happens, Don't wait until it's too late thinking that you have time, That you're too young right now, you'll be serious further down the line, Give your life to him now and accept him as your saviour, For if you don't accept him as your saviour he cannot save us, Get baptised and make that commitment to him, A commitment showing him you're serious and are no longer a slave to sin, The fear that I felt was a fear I've never ex