Life is a journey

They say sleep is for the weak, But some people are actually physically weak, Mentally and spiritually weak, That all they want to do is be in their bed sheets, But being in their bed sheets isn't enough, They want to sleep when life gets rough, They don't want to experience things when they get tough, Being awake is draining, With all the drama, the pain it's always raining, There isn't a brighter day, But they hold onto that hope and stay, Hoping that things will change, Hoping for a better day, Whilst awake they question whether it's worth the pain, Whether it's worth staying, Whether they can go another day, They feel like they can't but don't want to cause further pain, By leaving their family in the rain, So all they want to do is sleep, Sleep for as long as they can so they don't feel weak, Sleep so they don't have to overthink, Sleeping brings peace and gives you dreams, Waking up means dealing with your heart a

You'd think loving with anxiety is hard, Well it is and it's not, It takes you ages to feel comfortable around someone, And to be able to be you, But when I met you, It was easy with you, There was something about you, Your personality shone through, I could sense you were beautiful, And there was so much more to you that drew me to you, You could tell we were getting closer, You'd kiss me and I'd wrap my arms around you uncontrollably, I would look you in the eyes and be wondering, Wondering how you're so beautiful and make me so happy, How I managed to feel so comfortable after always panicking, Wondering whether I should wrap my arms around you from behind, Hug you for a while and hold you tight, Wondering if it's too much I'm constantly battling my mind, Wondering whether I should ask for a cuddle in the middle of the night, Wondering if I should sit on your lap, I just wanted to be by your side, But I kept it to myself, Because