Unanswered Prayers
Why do I feel so lonely? My smile seems bright but my soul is empty.. I feel like nobody cares about me. I feel like people see me, but they don’t really see.. Me. What do I do to obtain joy? Do I go out drinking and spend time with boys? Or do I go to church because ‘in His presence there is a fullness of joy.’ The thing is, I don’t feel joy and I certainly don’t feel your presence. It feels like everyone is getting that touch from heaven.. except me. Instead I bleed.. Instead I count to three and pray I fall asleep. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I don’t feel joy. I’m sorry that I’m not your perfect daughter. I’m sorry that I don’t feel laughter. I’m sorry that there’s no happy ever after. Unfortunately I live in misery… Unfortunately I’m not who you want me to be. You keep telling me that you want me to be happy; But if that’s true then why won’t you help me? Why won’t you deliver me from this evil? Why won’t y...