Destiny

I knew when you responded without seeing your name appear on my phone,
I had a gut feeling it was you and would go and see what you said,
I knew when you'd seen my message,
I'd wake up just before you've sent a text,

And I wondered if I was going crazy or if these were signs,
Signs that we were destined to be in each others lives,
Signs that you were the one I'd marry, that I'd be your wife,
Signs that you were going to be the father of my kids, that we'd create life,

But the truth is I'm not sure,
God said you were but not how long for,
Maybe you were meant to be, but not for too long,
Or maybe I was overthinking it all along,

Or maybe you were and it was meant to last a lifetime,
But instead of fighting the battle the devil won and we lost the fight,
We lost each other, you were no longer in my life,
We went our separate ways and you were doing just fine,

I thought I could block you out but I had thought wrong,
Because every time I'm alone I'm preeing you on my phone,
A long day at work but when I have the time you're on my mind,
I question whether we should give it another try,

Because it was nice holding your hand again,
Feeling the softness and weakness of your skin against mine,
Feeling connected again,
Our fingers intertwined,

But then I keep remembering how you didn't value me,
You didn't make time, how blind could I be?
To think that me and you are still meant to be,
I should accept that it's over and return back to reality.





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